I've got the paper, I've got the pen. I say to myself, you love him right? Well off course, and there's many things I love about my boyfriend, but I just stare at the stupid blank piece of paper. How do you even start a love letter? Like hey, I've been your girlfriend for a month and btw your a great kisser and I love you. I seriously cannot write anything romantic.
Lately I've been thinking what if I'm just not good at romantic gestures? He's done countless for me, I have all his letters, and he messages throughout the day to update me on life and make sure I'm okay. Well compare that to me, because I've texted him twice today, I'm failing at trying to plan a good date for us tomorrow, and I'm procrastinating the damn letter writing. Physical affection comes so much more natural me, you don't have to put any of this love stuff in words and you feel great at the same time in snuggles. Also, am I the only one who struggles to use affectionate names? I just call him Emmanuel, that's it. Baby/bae/boo is so strange to me that I'd probably end up cringing every time if I called him that. I don't mind that he does that with me ... so again, am I just bad at romantic gestures?
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